Ade
;3
I think another way to put it is that, in the old ways, I had a comfortable enough understanding of the game that I could pretty well mentally "check out" and play it on auto-pilot while talking to friends on Discord about video games or pizza or whatever cool shit we wanted to talk about, and now I feel like I have to focus on the gameplay a lot more because I'm not getting traditional support any longer. I'm perfectly okay to play like this SOMETIMES, but I feel like it's happening more in normal play than it used to, and I'm not happy with that. It is OKAY to feel this way.
Yes, I don't play this game to be some great player. I gave up on that years ago and people mock me or say I'm an average player or whatever (they're just trying to goad me into being more competitive but I don't want to). What really turned me off to that is I tried some Time Attack and someone beat my time right away and made fun of me (this was back on Scht), so I've had a bad impression of that playstyle ever since.
I'm okay with being whatever was considered a good player by 2007 standards. I'm old fashioned and not flashy, but it gets the job done. I might not be the fastest ship in the fleet, but I complete my objectives, even if it means running 4220 PW4 2F resets to get it done. That's just who I am.
Yes, I don't play this game to be some great player. I gave up on that years ago and people mock me or say I'm an average player or whatever (they're just trying to goad me into being more competitive but I don't want to). What really turned me off to that is I tried some Time Attack and someone beat my time right away and made fun of me (this was back on Scht), so I've had a bad impression of that playstyle ever since.
I'm okay with being whatever was considered a good player by 2007 standards. I'm old fashioned and not flashy, but it gets the job done. I might not be the fastest ship in the fleet, but I complete my objectives, even if it means running 4220 PW4 2F resets to get it done. That's just who I am.